Thursday, August 24, 2006

Lovesick.

I've taken to commenting on Zach Braff's blog. My IM away messages are about Zach Braff. In between writing administrative emails about scheduling EDPL Department Orientations (EDU 1210B? Not suitable!), I look at his face. It is a comfort. I'll probably dream tonight about the enviable, desirable, yearning-ful-able...reciprocal comment.

I don't even really like MySpace.

This is because I don't have a love interest at the moment. My long distance relationship fell apart, as it should have I guess, ending in a way it shouldn't have. I'm at home with my parents, working fulltime at an office, until I leave for Shakespeare & Co. They're not sexually satisfying, thank god.

I WANT TO BE IN LOVE! WITH SOMEONE WHO IS IN LOVE WITH ME! It's so wonderful.

I must be ovulating. Sigh.

Let me just turn this love-yearning inward to my heart and I'd realize God within a half-second. I'm working on it.

frustrated yogi